And I m just tired of it all! Look around your world and you will notice that this problem is universal, even though it is dressed in different clothing on different people. I'm curious i like to apolize for so many questions.
Sign up and drop some knowledge. So it was a new way to gang bang. I hope you make the right choices while the options remain open to you. I got into this situation, because I thought I was a bad-ass, always thinking I knew what to do and never listened to anyone s advice. Put your fingers, in the air (bang). You know what is the surprise to all this? Yes I have killed someone. There are no words on how I could explain those feelings. Dear friend, There are a number of gangs out there who operate under many different rules. Wrist like snow, you can ski on it.
And about 10 of my homeboys have been killed. Well you ask did I regret what I did back in the day and other stuff. Some part of me still does. First of all, to answer your questions, yes I have a brother (3 years my senior) who is also incarcerated and we both belonged to the same neighborhood.
Like I don t know what I should do. Almost always someone else will jump in no matter the risk and say, That s my boy, my man, or my brother and I can t let it go down like that. So when he started running the streets and joined the neighborhood, naturally I was right behind him, trying to be (be like) imitate my brother, and initially he tried to detour me from that life style. We started out as a group of friends just wanting to have fun. I turned away and left. "He was fatalistic, he knew he was going to die, " says one girl who had known him since they were both 11 years old. Now, after ten years in here, I ve started to feel this intense regret - not just your typical regret that comes and goes but an overwhelming fear that I ll never be able to repair the damage I've caused to others. I never killed anybody but I did have to do other things. If you deny who you are, you get stitches. "'Disarmament has been reduced to a mere preference to be undertaken only if or when international opinion embraces it'? It s that raw energy that you experience from these cats that s supposed to be administered to and cultivated by the elders of the community. I was about 15 years old at the time and I used to think that it was either my way, or no other way. So, as with you, the child joins a gang.
Being a target is one of those things. It was stupid, but not as good. Diana, if there is anything else you wish to know about gangs, please feel free to write. Respectfully - varado.
But what happens to the consistent, hardworking "man-eating" shark population when humanity starts eating itself? Did a lot of stupid junk for no reason. The first year though I was never scared; I was confused, going to court not understanding anything about it. Obviously you do want it to get better.
"They're playa-hatas. My mom had to enter a clinic because she had a nervous breakdown. My lil niggas on go like a green light, you play with me. You feel heartbroken and you become hateful towards those who did this harm against you and your friends. I tried to hide all this from my mom, but eventually I decided to run away from home and headed for where my gang was (we lived in a different city). Even if things in your life are not going your way, joining a gang is not the answer. You need to walk away from this ASAP. And you might get rank if you kill 'em. And then there was high school. If it's your gang, then you're expressing your loyalty and saying that you won't rank out. Take care of yourself shorty and try not to throw your life away. Your conscience is not clean, it is stained with the blood of a man, a husband, a father, son, brother, cousin, neighbor and friend. What made me want to join a gang?
Eventually, the same thing usually happens to him. I write you from prison. I m sure you will have some help from your parents, but ultimately, the responsibility is yours. Now I am here and serving life, not knowing if I will ever get out or when after being here over 20 years. So how can I get her to understand that this is who I am? When did I start being in a gang and why? Yeah, I felt important. Rather than getting caught up in the falsehoods. Take care and learn to love yourself because self-love is what s-up . These are big attractions that seem great. I ain't got no love for these bitches, I just bought Glocks for my hitters (19).
I thought about joining gangs and running away and getting locked up. One does not switch colors. I have never had the opportunity to cross paths with my brother, but if we ever did it would be bitter-sweet because, on the one hand I love him and haven t seen him in eight years, but on the other hand it would be painful to see my brother under these circumstances. This was my biggest mistake -- waiting to make change in my life instead of just doing it. Well, prehistoric beasts, decidedly un-PC, re-enacted the scene here. However, I will give you some of my experience and hope that you are able to take something positive from it. As silly as it may sound, I was afraid to ask for help. I have a different perspective on life than just shooting and robbing people though. Test your knowledge - and maybe learn something along the THE QUIZ.
Back in the '80's people who joined a gang was cause of being rejected at home, not getting attention they need, so they became rebellious and joined the gang. There is nothing impossible if you really want it. It was probably about four months after I was on my own. The police think Junior just got in the way of bullets intended for someone else. He has done this for me, and many others throughout history. I shot a nigga's mammy crib up a hundred times. Mitch Martin: Denver?
Why is it that the same excuse also comes up "That's all that was around where I lived". "Maybe once these bad guys kill somebody else or hurt somebody else, or eventually a girlfriend decides to snitch him off, " Fragoso continues, "that's about the only time we get these things to open up. Living in prison is not a fun experience either. My so-called homies were all proud of me, telling me how tough I acted by confronting the pigs and all that. Rachel baby I am praying for you and your situation.
Plus, if you go over to the other side, no one will really trust you. I didn t really know the streets. I should have just stayed in my own room to think or be alone. As soon as one cop saw me, he just slapped me flat out on my face, I had some cocaine hiding in my mouth and it came flying out. Loss of freedom is your answer. Well that day it consisted of me getting a double life sentence. Alex P. What were you feeling when murdering someone? Any time you re involved with something that makes you lie to your mother, it s something that isn t good for you. The Real Housewives of Atlanta The Bachelor Sister Wives 90 Day Fiance Wife Swap The Amazing Race Australia Married at First Sight The Real Housewives of Dallas My 600-lb Life Last Week Tonight with John Oliver. So if it s not too late for you Yadira or your brother, please think long and hard. Weensie: [after learning he's going to be expelled] Listen, this is a serious situation.
Justin, The kind of things we do in a gang is mostly fighting. I know at your age, you believe you have all the answers and parents just don t understand! Now I m stuck in prison for good and it doesn t seem fun anymore. And of course, there s also the possibility of spending your life in prison. People get tattoos because they symbolize things.